‘For Those I Love’ Sets Sad Stories to Electronic Beats

David Balfe feels responsible. The Irish musician’s debut album “For Those I Love,” which he recorded below the identical identify, has had the form of success most artists solely dream of: It has received widespread vital reward and was solely crushed to the primary spot within the Irish album charts by Justin Bieber.

But the report wasn’t made for public launch, and Balfe stated he feels uncomfortable receiving recognition for an album about his working-class Dublin childhood and a good friend’s latest dying.

“I seem to have benefited from the release of these difficult and deeply personal stories,” Balfe, 29, stated in a latest video interview. “It’s a little bit out of my control now.”

He described the album — which depicts gang violence, poverty and substance dependancy — as “storytelling set against a backdrop of electronica.” Its lyrics combine reminiscences of all-night events with Balfe’s shut circle of pals with indictments of wealth inequality in Ireland — a rustic the place each home costs and homelessness charges have surged lately.

Balfe grew up within the North Dublin suburb of Donaghmede, however went to faculty and had household and pals in close by Coolock, the place crime ranges have been rising all through his teenage years. “I emerged at a young age into quite a violent backdrop and aggressive place,” he stated. To survive there, he added, “I needed to learn a coldness.”

On the album, Balfe explores dying, grief and inequality in Dublin, which he stated have been all “intrinsically linked.” On one monitor, “Birthday/The Pain,” he recollects a homeless man who was murdered on the road the place he lived when he was six.

Balfe stated he was “struck by the universal acceptance of a record that is so descriptive of a very specific piece of geography,” including that he was shocked to see the “minutiae of a world that I grew up in resonating with people from a world so far from mine.”

Balfe’s greatest good friend, Paul Curran, performed a key position in most of the tales instructed on “For Those I Love.” They met in highschool, and Curran went on to change into a preferred spoken phrase artist, writing and performing work about every little thing from politics to soccer.

At Chanel College, in Coolock, the 2 found music in lunchtime guitar jam periods organized by an English instructor, Mick Phelan. “David and Paul were non-judgemental,” Phelan stated of Balfe and Curran in a video interview. “They had their friends, but they talked to everyone. I saw a humanity and a maturity in them that I don’t often see in teenage lads.”

After graduating, Balfe and Curran continued making music and artwork collectively: first in a hard-core band known as Plagues; later, as a part of Burnt Out, a collective that made audiovisual works that addressed youth unemployment in Coolock, which was operating at round 25 % in Ireland on the time.

Balfe returned to the issues of Dublin’s suburbs in 2017, when he started “For Those I Love,” layering vocals over a solo instrumental challenge he put collectively in his mom’s backyard shed. He introduced his personal voice — half-sung, half-spoken, in a robust Irish brogue — to the sample-heavy dance music he had written, mixing in snippets of WhatsApp voice notes and spoken phrase work by Curran.

The tracks have been made to share along with his closest pals and his household, he stated: “A document of love and thanks for the sacrifices they made.”

In April, Balfe launched a brief movie, “Holy Trinity,” as a part of the For Those I Love challenge. Credit…Tiberio Ventura

But in February 2018, Paul Curran died by suicide and Balfe, grief-stricken, put “For Those I Love” on pause. The subsequent few months have been “a thundering whirlwind of chaos,” he stated, that felt like “a day and a decade in one.”

“In the shadow of grief, all of us were very different people,” he stated. “It’s very easy to believe that you might never be creative again.”

Balfe’s return to writing music was the “first step in the recovery” after Curran’s dying, he added. Some of the fabric, just like the opening monitor “I Have A Love,” was rewritten utterly, altering from an ode to his group of pals to a eulogy to Curran; nostalgic new songs, akin to “You Stayed,” have been added.

“It was very much a mode of self expression and survival at the time,” Balfe stated.

When “For Those I Love” was completed, in May 2019, Balfe put it on the impartial music platform Bandcamp, to share with household and pals. A couple of Irish music blogs discovered it, too, and the report acquired some favorable evaluations. But Balfe’s fortunes actually modified when “For Those I Love” got here to the eye of Ash Houghton, an A & R supervisor at September Recordings, which additionally represents Adele and London Grammar.

“The album speaks for itself,” Houghton stated in an e mail. “My only thought at the time was that it would be a tragedy if more people weren’t able to hear it.”

Houghton provided a launch on the label, but Balfe initially was hesitant to share such private work with a wider viewers, he stated. But pals who had additionally recognized Curran advised the album might assist others, he stated, “and speak to them as they move through their own grief.”

In March, September Recordings rereleased “For Those I Love,” which entered the Irish album charts at quantity two, and Balfe’s debut dwell present in Dublin, scheduled for October, offered out in 10 minutes.

Niall Byrne, the editor of Nialler9.com, an Irish music web site that was one of many album’s early champions, stated in a video interview that, whereas many Irish musicians have been producing good music, “you don’t hear a lot of rawness.” It was this high quality, he added, that set Balfe’s report aside.

A latest wave of latest artists, he stated — together with Balfe, the group Pillow Queens and the post-punk band The Murder Capital — have been “less defined by genre or sound,” however moderately “by the sensibility and values their music holds. Their lyrics are informed by real issues.”

Balfe stated he was engaged on a brand new album, that might additionally be told by Dublin and its politics, however that the challenge had hit a “frustratingly stagnant brick wall.” Despite “For Those I Love’s” success, he was nonetheless working “a day job,” he stated — although he didn’t need to say what that was. He saved the job, which he had earlier than signing the report deal, out of “fear of turning the thing that I love the most, the creative pursuits, into labor,” he stated.

Since the broader launch of “For Those I Love,” Balfe stated, followers had been messaging him on social media, to share how the report has “helped them shake their grief.”

He nonetheless mourns Curran, he stated: “A semi-successful local record isn’t going to make that better.” But, he added, he was comfortable that his music has touched others. “Those responses,” he stated, “have gone a long way to help with some of the guilt.”